SASSY'S THOUGHTS AND WISDOM FOR YA'LL...

ERN!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 03:33:23 GMT

Well its been a while. ERN came up yesterday. Mucho fun. We had some great times. If you would like to read some of them check out my friends page. Yah we had some good times. I cleaned out all of the boxes in my room filled with junk. I got rid of some junk, and kept alot more. It was fun. Rachel helped me. And then we will do our weekly party, while watching summerland. It shall be great. Except this week there will be no Real World to follow. Which is mucho sad. But that is okay. Im talking to Austin. I havent talked to him in forever. Its great to talk to him. We are good friends even though he lives so far away. We have alot of catching up to do. I would say he knows the most about me. Its great to have a friend like him. Alright im out kids. Until next time...

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 00:27:23 GMT

Firsts

First job: babysitting
First screen name:dixiechick111787
First funeral: never been to one
First pet: sonic...he was a weird dog...possesd I think
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: ahh dont have one of those either
First kiss: haha my old next door neighboor
First enemy: dont know that I have one
First favorite musician: dont know!

Lasts

Last car ride: just a second ago...to the plant place, the merz, qfc
Last kiss: ? who knows
Last movie watched: HULK! and before that along came polly
Last beverage drank: pop
Last food consumed: chicken
Last phone call: well I called Rachel...did she answer...no
Last time showered: 2 this afternoon
Last CD played: MAROON 5 MY NEW FAVORITE CD...IT IS REALLY GOOD
Last website visited: this one

Now

Single or Taken: Single
Sex: Female
Birthday: november 17
Sign: scorpio
Hair color: brown
Eye color: hazel
Shoe size: 7 1/2-8
Height: 5’7

Right now what are you...

Wearing: AE grey shorts and a red tank
Drinking: nada
Thinking about: umm I really have to pee
Listening to: The W's just ended and now its Shedaisy

Favorite......?

Soft drink: diet coke
Movie: I have no idea
Sexual position: ahh
National Band: ahh
Local Band: dont know one
Website: comcast...im always there
Food: sunflower seeds
Fictional Character: HULK
Candy: junior mints or lemonheads depends on what kind of mood I am in
Vacation spot: Heaven Lake
Porno movie:ahh
Club/Bar: ?
CD: Songs about Jane
Movie actor/actress: actors: actresses: I cant think right now...brad pitt comes to mind
Car: my moms...I love that car
Sneaker:flip flops...
Curse word: Fuck because of the fff and uhhh and kkkk
Word for your private parts: what kind of question is that
Season: fall
Time of day: I dont know
Holiday: christmas
Color: red
Cologne/Perfume: a good smelling one
Magazine: what ever magazine I feel like reading
Book: whatever book I am reading, because if im reading it...it must be a good book!Animal: doggies
Artist: myself
Part of your body: hands
Part of your lovers body: eyes
What program: my shows...
Hiding spot: my room...
Place to go and just think: the roof
Breakfast cereal: in my house we eat fruit loops
Relative: my cousins...and my grandma
Smell: my daddy

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 21:10:02 GMT

Well its been an interesting summer if I do say so myself. But there is one thing that has been bothering me. That is respect. Respect that I am not recieving.

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so...

That seems to make me think. And if people notice, especially in the way I live my life...or if you just take a look at my profile...its all kind words. Never have I EVER on purpose hurt another person. EVER. It just sucks because sometimes I dont get the respect back that I give out. And that isnt cool. But its also life. And I will have to deal with it.

But besides all of that ish...my life has been really good. Im happy with not doing anything this summer. Everyone has been gone. So there really isnt anyone to hang out with. Ern lives far far away in never never land, Rachel has been camping, Madison went camping, Tara is in Europe...and the list goes on and on...

Hopefully Ern will be coming out this week like she hopes...that would make me really happy!!!

Until next time my friends...

Arent these fun!?

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 19:07:39 GMT

what is your favorite__________
1. gum: I dont really know, recently it has been the red kind...
2. restaurant: ahh I really enjoy the jeuresalem cafe...I cant spell by the way
3. drink: lemonade, ice tea...tea water
4. season: sweater season!
5. type of weather: not raining but just a little cold outside
6. emotion: love
7. thing to do on a half day: clean
8. late-night activity: movie watching
9. sport: dance
10. city: I like camas...
11. store: American Eagle, only because that is where I get a good majority of my clothes
_______When was the last time you_______
12. cried: ahh last week
13. played a sport: ahhh
14. laughed: last night when I was watching the simpson sisters on MTV
15. hugged someone: Kelsey and Madison last night after adoration
16. kissed someone: I kissed Matthew and Abba...yesterday
17. felt depressed: while ago
18. felt overworked: last 2 weeks of school
19. faked sick: ahh never
20. lied:ahh...
_______What was the last_______
21. word you said: breakfast (I was telling my brother to make me breakfast)
22. thing you ate: ahh pizza last night
23. song you listened to: whatever my mom was playing in the car yesterday
24. thing you drank: water
25. place you went to: church
26. movie you saw: the little rascels
27. movie you rented:torque
_______Who was the last person you_______
28. hugged: madison
29. cried over: ern
30. kissed: ahh matthew
31. danced with: mattheew
32. shared a secret with: my mom
33. had a sleepover with: rachel
34. called: rachel
35. went to a movie with: rachel, scott and devin
36. saw: my bro
37. were angry with: matthew
38. couldn't take your eyes off: I dont remember
39. obsessed over: I dont know
_______Have you ever_______
40. danced in the rain: yes it was a very long time ago though
41. kissed someone: yes
42. done drugs: no
43. drank alcohol: yes
44. partied 'til the sun came up: haha yes...hehe
45. had a movie marathon: ahh well I think I always fall asleep
46. gone too far on a dare: nope
47. spun until you were immensely dizzy: ahh sure
48. taken a survey quite like this before: haha have I ever...
_______My life _______
49. name: Allison Phillips
50. gender: F
51. birthday: November 17
52. relationship status: single
53. nationality: I have some indian german, italian...and someother stuff too
54. occupation: sometimes I work at my daddys work...
_______Play_______
55. i'm feeling: hungry
56. i'm listening to: nothing its peaceful
57. i'm doing: this long thing, its making me even more hungry
58. i'm talking to: nobody madison just left me...
59. i'm craving: some food? (can anyone tell that I am hungry?)
60. i'm thinking of: food
61. i'm hating: that I havent eaten sinse like 8 yesterday
_______Love_______
62. love is: patient love is kind
63. my first love: stephen
64. my current love: shh!
65. love or lust: I dont know at this point probably lust
66. best love song: I dont know
67. is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: nope
68. when love hurts, i: listen to rock music really loud...or dashboard
69. is there such thing as love @ first sight?: naa
_______Opposite sex_______
70. turn ons: funny, a good personalilty
71. turn offs: dull
72. do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: yah
73. what kind of hairstyle are you into?: im diggin the curly hair on me for now...
74. what is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?: tell me what is in his heart, and know what is best for me
75. where do you go to meet new people?: school or church seem to be my places
76. are you the type of person to HOLLa and ask for numbers?: that would be a negitive
_______Picky picky_______
77. dog or cat: depends...but my dog
78. short or long hair: whatever looks good
79. sunshine or rain: ahh I dont know...
80. hugs or kisses: ahh that is a tuff one... I like hugs
81. summer or winter: winter
82. written letters or e-mails: writen letters
83. playstation or nintendo: nintendo (original)
84. car or motorcycle: car
86. sing or dance: dance
87. freak or slow dance: haha
_______Lately_______
88. how are you today?: hungry and I want to go shopping, maybe momma will take me
89. what pants are you wearing right now?: blue ones that ashley got me for my birthday like a million years ago...they say at the bottom that I love my attitude
90. what shirt are you wearing right now? its from BP and its white
91. what does your hair look like at the moment?: curly I curled it..it actually looks really really good
92. what song are you listening to right now?: no song
93. how is the weather right now? its cloudy...but I dont think it will rain
94. who was last person i talked to on the phone?: hmm michael...aa;s friend
95. last dream i can remember?: it was about cars, and my uncle was in it, and so were my parents, and there were computers and rachel was in it with me and we had to get something off of my uncles computer and so we like emailed it to ourselves before we gave it back to him because the computer was in the ocean and he didnt want to come in...and he was like going to kill us that is what he dindt want us to see...it was really weird.

Until next time my friends!

Pre Tent Camping...

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 01:15:07 GMT

Hey ya'll. I would just like to make a shout out to Miss Ern. I love you! And always remember that its okay to just "go back sleepy" if you need to. I had an awesome time this weekend.

So today after I slept in for along time...Rachel called and then I was like go eat breakfast, and then she still haddnt called me back an hour later, so...I called her and asked her what took so long and yada yada yada. Then I was just laying down on the ground, and I had a brilliant idea. Rachel correct me if im wrong, but this was a totally awesome idea. Rachel and I are tent camping in my yard tonight. Total just grunging it out. It is gonna rock, especially because we have to talk we havent talked in a while, and we have some friend that is in need of some brainwork done by me and Miss Rachel. So we will see how that blows over. (Haha like our tent...it was so windy when we were putting up. It was quite a task but we did it.)

And Ern for the record. This is how I stay updated on your life... :) (So hows Bekah...Wait you dont even know Bekah...but ive read about her!)

Until next time yall...

its a long one

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 20:06:08 GMT

Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: does my doggie count?
Live in the moment?: ahh some say I dont look outside the box
Think you'll get married?: yes I do
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes I have had dreams like that...not recently but I cant think of one at the moment...I have weird dreams by the way...
Play an instrument?: I use to play the clarinet and the piano...but not anymore
Believe there is life on other planets?: I dont know
Remember your first love?: yes how could you forget?
Still love him/her?: no it was so long ago, and I havent seen them in ages
Read the newpaper?: maybe occasionally, but to say up on news I usually read the comcast newspage. It keeps me up to date.
Have gay/lesbian friends?: not that I know of...
Believe in miracles?:oh oh its magic yah know...
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: I have patience of gold
Fave candy?: junior mints...that those nights where pixie sticks are fun... :)
Believe in astrology?: ahh
Believe in magic?: oh oh its magic yah know...
Believe in God?: yep I sure do
Pray?: make the effort
Go to church?: yep every sunday
MOVING ON
Have any secrets?: who doesnt have secrets...
Any pets?: doggie
College?: im not even sure what I want to do yet...
Major?: hopefully in teaching...but I have no idea
Talk to strangers who IM you?: not usually I just ignore them unless they are like heys its so and so and I know who that is...well I guess they wouldnt be stangers then huh...haha wow
Wear hats?:only to be funny
HATE YOURSELF?: ahh yah sometimes
WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE?: no
Have an obsession?: hulk?
Collect anything?: clothes
Have a best friend(s)?: not really sadly...at least it never seems that way to me maybe im wrong
Wish on stars?: ahh no
Like your handwriting?: sure is very versital...it changes everytime I write
Any bad habits?: over annilizing things...lots of things...okay so everything...
Care about looks?: I am what I am...take it or leave it
Believe in witches?: no
Satan?: no
Ghosts?: no
Trust others easily?: nope
Like noise? Music?:I like music
FIRST THING YOU THINK OF
I see: a messy computer room
I find: that my new hair color is alot different then what it used to be...
I want: to go shopping
I wish: I had money to go shopping
I love: chucky
I hate: when people dont talk to me for days on end for no reason
I miss: scott
I fear: anxiety
I hear: I got 99 problems but a aint one
I smell: my hair
I crave: more sleep
I hunt: Aaron...hes being a nu nu head
I wonder: if I can go shopping today
I regret: getting a job this summer
I cried: becuase chucky made me laugh so hard..."OH Madison your a genious!"
LAST TIME YOU.
Bought something: yesterday...some new black flip flops my other ones broke in the mall while I was shopping...it was bad
Danced: in my room...haha nobody was watching
Were sarcastic: to my mom
Kissed someone: yesterday
Talked to an Ex: ahh its been a while
Nightmare: I dont really have those...just really really weird dreams...really weird ones
Last book you read: the 4th gossip girl...but im almost done with my suffering book, hey thats a good idea maybe I will read!
Last movie you saw: the whole thing...50 first dates, yesterday I watched some of happy gilmore, but not the whole thing
Last song you heard: 99 problems
Last thing you had to drink: water
Feeling this moment: sleepy, mad, bored
FAVORITES
Band: cant think right now
Show: all my shows...I wouldnt watch them if they werent my favorite!
Song: at the moment unspoken
Sport: running
COLOR: black or red
TEAM: me
Person to talk to online: it depends on my mood. It could be Austin or Rachel or Ben...or Scott, or Madison
Person: the one person who has taugh me the most about myself in the little time that I have known him...Austin
DESCRIBE YOUR..
[ x ] Wallet - it has hearts on it
[ x ] Hairbrush -black and blue
[ x ] Toothbrush - pink
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - add a link bracelet with 7 charms on it, and my grandmas engagement ring and another ring that is made out of green seashells
[ x ] Pillow cover - red
[ x ] Coffee Cup - white with red hearts
[ x ] Sunglasses - my DKNY ones...they are hot!
[ x ] Underwear - pink
[ x ] Favorite shirt - I have yet to find my favorite shirt so...all the rest are just clothes
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - abercrombie...no I dont know one that smells good
[ x ] Tattoos - maybe one on my foot...
[ x ] Piercings - just ears
[ x ] In my mouth - tastes like toothpaste
[ x ] In my head - I got 99 problems but a aint one
[ x ] Wishing - for lots of things
[ x ] After this - nap time?
[ x ] Fetishes - my closet haha ask Rach...
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now -scott
[ x ] Is next to you -and empty chair
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - way to many
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - steubenville
[ x ] The last thing you ate - peanut butter on english muffins
[ x ] Something that you are afraid of - anxiety
[ x ] Do you like candles - yah
[ x ] Do you like incense - cant say
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - no
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - sure
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - ahh I dont know
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yea
[ x ] Do you believe in God - yea
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die -underground
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - it can be myself...well my mind
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a nice kitty that loved me and wasnt a weirdo one that just never came around...or another dog like scooby
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - ahh 3-4
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - no
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - I dont know
[ x ] What are some of your favorite animals -I like dogs
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - mental disorders
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - alot of things...
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - I dont know...my relatives

A long awaited update...but rather a lecture...:)

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 03:37:02 GMT

Hello all.

I do have to say its been a while. And most of you probably dont read this anyway sense I took it out of my profile. If you are smart you added me to your friends list so that you can read what is going on in my life. But im sad to say that I havent updated this...because well I don thave anything that would consern anyone but myself. So most of you would then say, well why do you have a journal if you dont even write about stuff that I can read and entertain myself with...and so on. Well to tell you the truth...I dont really know. I just thought that this thing was perdy cool. So um yah I made on. Now that I think about it, I do have an issue to talk about.

It all started when I was reading someones profile or rather just paying attention to what everyones profile said. It became more and more apparent to me that today, women get beat up on all the time. Most of the time we are just lets say...immune to it, because of how society is today, but that is really sad. Needless to say that the occasional ass slap and "hey bitch" happens everyday to almost every girl...it is totally uncalled for and unneeded.

Or even by the clothes that we all wear. The low cut tops, tight shirts, tight pants, low pants...you get the drift. Girls are basically asking guys to do that...not that that is an excuse in either case...but its true. And the clothes thing goes for guys too. The sagging pants and derougatory slangs on their shirts and bandanas...and stuff like that. I guess im just saying that society today sucks and it is demishing our world.

I mean think about it. Marrige rates are horrible. All because teens these days dont understand how important it is to wait until marriage to have sex. And most of you are probably thinking well I cant wait until I get married to have sex. What if I never get married. And my responce to you is this. If you cant wait to have sex that means that you probably havent thought it though well enough. Which means you are unaware of the consequeces. No 16 year old teenager can support a child without help. And if you arent ready for marriage then you arent ready for sex...its as simple as that. And besides if you love them and its true love...do both of you a favor and wait...you will have the rest of your life to do whatever...

My best bud and I were just talking about this...how many teenage girls can actually claim that they are virgins. We were like not very many. We pride ourselves knowing that we are and that we can control ourselves unlike everyone else in our highschool. I mean if you are out there having sex every weekend, and some other guy is out doing the same thing, how would you like to know that maybe that other guy, is having sex with your future wife...doenst sound so cool now does it. Almost every guy you ask...they want to marry a virgin.

So im sorry that I went of but I do have to say that I think that the world needs alot of help...

UPDATE!

Fri, 21 May 2004 02:47:27 GMT

So an update anyone? So on Saturday my brother (being the cool kid that he is) (just kidding AA, you know I love you!) He shot himself in the eye with a rubberband, to say the least. We all thought that it was no big deal, but it turns out that he went to the doctor, and he didnt know if he would ever get his sight back. So right after that my mom wanted to go and see a specialist. Because that is very SCARY NEWS! And the specialist said that he would regain full sight in a month. I was soo happy. I dont think that I really ever thought about it before, but wouldnt it suck to lost sight in one eye. It wouldnt be like you were blind because you could still see. You probably wouldnt be able to drive, and tons of other things. I think that it really made me stop and count my blessings. Yu know im not blind, for a reason, and junk like that. So kids the lesson here is never ever ever play with rubberbands or you could go blind! Dance Team tryouts are soon, and im really scared. There are alot of girls trying out, and that means that alot of them will be cut. ALOT! And even I know that dancing doesnt come naturally to me as it does for others, and I really have to work at it. So im scared. And I dont know I just think that its weird because, I have to work at dance really hard to be good, and I love to do it, and other people that are already good at it sometimes dont like it. I guess that is life. Well I think that this a perdy good update how about you! Until next time my friends...

Fri, 14 May 2004 04:22:01 GMT

1) What's your favorite Girl Scout Cookie: Samoas
2) Do you prefer small town life or big city life? well I live um in this one place (not going to say it online...)but its a small town, and I really like it
3) The Cures "Boys don't cry" or "Just like Heaven"? who knows?
4) Violent femmes or Sex Pistols? another who knos?
5) Reses Peanut Butter Cups or Pieces? pieces
6) Morning sex or drunken sex? well, if you are drunk its not going to matter anways, because you will do it without thinking logically...so I guess I dont understand the meaning of this question
7) Jenna Jamison or Belladonna? Aren't these porn stars?
8) Britney or Christina? BRITNEY ALL THE WAY!
9) Where were you born? Iowa
10) Pirates or zombies? Pirates
11) Hardcore or emo? hardcore
12) Dodge ball or red light green light? dodge ball
13) Did you get spanked when you were a kid? only once, it took one time for me to learn that, well that REALLY hurt!
14) Do you get spanked now (sexually)? haha...all the time...?
15) Do you like it? well I have to say it normally happens in dance class...and whats wrong with some girls smackin' some ass? :)
16) Where do you hope to be in 5 years? I should still be in college
17) Do you believe in love? of course
18) Do you believe in witchcraft? no...
19) Explain a holiday memory: when I got my daddy a book called "Why a Daughter Needs a Dad", it was 100 reasons why a daughter needs a dad...and I wrote him 2 poems and got him a picture frame with me when I was younger, one that was current, and one of us together. He cryed...
20)If you could be a virgin again would you? well I still am a virgin thank you very much!
21) Would you ever consider being open sexually to someone of the same sex? no...
22) Type some of the lyrics of one of your favorite songs: I dont wanna be anything other then what ive been tryin to be lately...cuz now again if found myself so far down, away from the sun that shines to light the way for me...
23) Do you sleep with a teddy bear, blankie, or in with girlfriends clothes? well my dog sleeps at the end of my bed...
24) Do you believe long distance relationships would work? yes
25) Have you ever dated some one off of my space/ friendster? who what huh?
26) How many people? who what huh?
27) What’s more important: money, friendship, power or love? love, then friendship, then money
28) Would you sleep with someone on the first date? that would be a negitive
29) How do you like your grilled cheese sandwiches? with grilled cheese
30) What do you listen to when your heart is broken? Norah Jones, or 3 Doors Down, or mean loud rock...
31) Do you believe trust is earned, or do you think everyone should be trusted until they
fuck up? I think you earn it...but if you have never done anything to break my trust...I will probably trust you with some stuff
32) What do you mix your vodka with? lemonade
33) What was your favorite Saturday morning cartoon? Im not up in time for cartoons...
34) Did you ever watch kids incorporated? dont even know that show
35) What is your favorite John Hughes film? ? couldnt tell yah
36) What did you think of House of 1000 corpses by Rob Zombie? couldnt tell yah
37) What do you do for work?I work for my daddy...
38) What is your dream job? kindergarten teacher, nutritionist, or just working for my dad for as long as that lasts, or a youth minister would be cool too
39) Who is your favorite Peanuts gang character? dont read it..
40) Broken hearts or a broken arm? you can mend both...but a broken arm can heal totally
41) Clubs or bars? Clubs
42) What’s the best show you've ever been to? ?
43) Do you have a crush?not at the moment
44) Who were you in high school? some chick
45) Do you believe in astrology?nope
46) Do you believe in angels? Yes
47) Do you believe in ghosts? Nope
49) Don't lie: do you like Bon Jovi's album- ‘Slippery When Wet’? no
50) What is your biggest "issue"? alot of things...to many to mention

UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? biting my lip, crossing my legs...playing with my hair, looking at my nails...
2. Are you double jointed? in my thumbs yes
3. Can you roll your tongue? nope
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?no
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? nope
6. Can you cross your eyes? yes
7. Tattoos? well I havent decided...I was thinking yes for a little bit, but I dont know if I want one when I am like 80 you know...
8. Piercing and where? My ears...but I will get my navel soon...
9. Do you make your bed daily? ahh depends on if I am running late or not
-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first? I dont really notice that...
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?yah my bestest bud and I have had shoe fights before
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? 20
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? bracelet on my right arm and one ring on each ring finger...
14. Favorite piece of clothing? AE Jeans

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? I twirl it on a spoon
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? no im not temped to either
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate mint
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? Fruit Loops!
19. What's your favorite beverage? diet coke, or apple juice
20. What's your favorite restaurant? Jeweusalem Cafe
21. Do you cook? yes im rather good at it, but baking...now that is a whole nother ball game...

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth? 2 times a day at the minimum
23. Hair drying method? blow dry
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? yes but its all almost grown out...there is like 2 inches left...sad

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear? haha...
26. Do you ever spit? naa

-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --
27. Animal? doggies
28. Food? I like stuff...I dont know
29. Month? November...
30. Day? Fridays
31. Cartoon? you asked this already and I have the same answer
32. Shoe Brand?I have so many brands I couldnt tell yah...I like my doc martins though...
33. Subject in school? DANCE! haha
34. Color? Red
35. Sport? dance
36. TV show? 7th heaven, everwood, one tree hill, the real world, and south park
37. Thing to do in the spring? watch it rain
38. Thing to do in the summer? try and get tan...haha
39. Thing to do in the fall? school?
40. Thing to do in the winter? drink tea, and go to snow camp

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. The CD player? umm I think it is...the lost prophets
42. Person you talk most on the phone with?my best bud
43. Ever taken a cab? yes they are scary
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? who doesnt?
45. What color is your bedroom? cream...it is the color that they were painted before we bough it...
46. Do you use an alarm clock? Yes, and I put it across the room so that I have to get out of bed to turn it off...smart huh...yes I know! ;)
47. Window seat or aisle? Window. aisle...

-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position? tummy
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? ahh yah
50. Do you snore? nope
51. Do you sleepwalk?nope
52. Do you talk in your sleep? nope
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nope
54. How about with the light on? nope
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? sometimes I will fall sleep to some music...if its been a bad day

OOPPSS… I cut the “EITHER/OR” section because I wanted to.

-- WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU --
79. Took a shower? this morning
80. Cried? ahh earlier this week
81. Talked on the phone? today with my best bud
82. Read a book? I have finished 7 books this year...I am proud of that!
83. Punched someone? just AA

-- THE FUTURE --
84. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? ahh out of college, hopefully planing to get married!

How is this for a journal entry ah ah...yah thats what I thought!

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 22:59:45 GMT

well I guess it is time to update this lovely dealy. I have been buzy lately and I havent updated this. I have been working really hard at my spanish as you already know, and it has payed off. Which is nice. Had a nice momma and sassy morning this morning. Mamma and I went shopping and then out to dinner, and after church tonight we are going shopping again. It should be fun. I cant wait. Aarons birthday is tomorrow, he is 14 now...wow hes growing up so fast! Daddys gone for the weekend, and we have just been hanging out. WASL is this week as last week as well...but its almost over, and this schedule is kinda nice. Alright well that is all the new news I can think of right now...until next time!

69.9%...THATS RIGHT BIOTCH!

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 23:54:40 GMT

Wow...Finally a C! My mom even said she considered it a C...so there yah go! Im soo excited. I worked really hard and it payed off. Im glad. So nothing really happened this week. My shows were good...as usual. Especially One Tree Hill...cant wait for next week. Having that much down time makes you realize all the little things in life...it was a good wake up call. I love life! I emailed Austin 3 weeks ago...no reply, he probably hasnt gotten it. Great. And I get yelled at for never emailing him...Lorin to, I havent talked to him in a LONG time, and he is gone all weekend. Ill see him on Sunday. Not that I want to talk to him...he always brings up things I dont want to discuss...anyways, THE COUNTDOWN UNTIL SUMMER BREAK STARTS NOW! I cant wait for summer! Yay summer! Until we meet again...

oops!

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 03:04:35 GMT

I have been informed that my link doesnt work...and I tryed it and that is correct, it doesnt, so I have found a better one...here ya'll go!

http://www.pointesouthmtn.com/resort_photo.htm

until next time ya'll...

just some more...

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 00:45:36 GMT

Now...I had to get up and leave earlier and I didnt get to finish my trip. That was just all of the good times and the happy times. There were also big fights and I wanted to come home the minute we got there. My dad is just way to over powering and its hard to have fun when he always runs the show. And it doesnt help that my mom is the lazyiest person I know. Who cares if I didnt go down the stupid water slides, its not like I havent gone down one before, I did all of the ones on vacation last summer...these ones were a waste of time if you ask me, the lines were atleast 1/2 hour wait, and so not even worth that...haha just thought I would share my side of the story...until next time ya'll

The Granny Fanny...and pissed off catcuses...what a great trip!

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 00:06:14 GMT

Well hello everyone. I made it to Arizona and back safely. Im glad to say that because I thought I was going to die on the way there and then suprise suprise on the way home as well. On the way there, I was in the middle, and I was sitting next to this old guy, that wasnt the friendlyest person in the world. I had to pee like I have never had to pee in my entire life. And I wasnt about to ask him to move...so I didnt. When we landed, I thought I was going to explode...I waddled to the restroom...no joke. On the way home we had the worst turbulance I have ever had on a flight. It just scared me to death.

All thought out our lovely trip all of the girls there kept giving me looks, and it was pissing me off. My mom said it was probably because they felt threatend by me...which pissed me off even more...but I got over it once I met some boys...hehe, I met one on my way to the "Granny Fanny" (thats a different story) and the other one while he was lifeguarding at the waterpark attached to our hotel...for pictures of the hotel, click the link below. He was wearing a "Jesus is my Homeboy" shirt and that caught my attention, we talked for a second, but we were both in a hurry he was leaving and I was on a mission. The lifeguard boy, just kept striking up conversations with me...he was cute but I wont ever see him again. *tear...

Anyways, there was a mall right across the way from our hotel...and that pissed me off to no end because nobody wanted to go shopping at all, and I didnt want to lay around the pool and the waterpark for 4 days...whatever...

The "Granny Fanny" is the lovely rental car that we got the privlage of renting. It was a 2004 Grand Marquese...I think that is how you spell it, and it was a granny car and I like to call it. So as the weekend progressed I eventually called it the Granny Fanny, even though Aaron likes to aruge he thought of it he didnt...and we had some of the best times ever in this soo old car. We came up with rules such as, for every BMW that came our way we held up this sign that we made with the stuff Aaron had brough that read "We love your BMW" and we had to listen to clasical music. On the way to the airport this morning daddy turned on the radio and said "we gotta finish this trip off the right way" so we listend to clasical all the way to the rental car place, we turned it up extra loud right before we turned the car in...so when the guy gets in to move the car...hehe he will get to be suprised by the clasical music we left him.

So along with all of the dirty looks I was getting all weekend, some girl flipped me the bird. We were stopped at a red light and I was noticing how cute the guy next to us was. Before I know it, I look over and his girlfriend in the passenger seat is flipping me a good one (not a trick or treat for all of you who know what im talking about...) so they got off at the next freeway exit, and I was watching them as they mirged...sure enough that bitch did it again...haha she just made me laugh...and made my day.

So we were in Arizona right, and there are alot of catcus' there. Well last night after church (another story...oh boy) Aaron was looking at this catcus outside of our hotel...we were in the GF...and he goes..."Mommy look at that catcus...its flipping us off..." I never laughed so hard. I thought my dad was gonna crash the GF he was laughing so hard. The traffic there was really buzy...like NYC busy...but thats alright it was still really funny.

So church...wow church. We were there on easter, so we had to find a church that we could go to. So we found one and decided to go on Saturday night so we could catch an early flight home. One thing that I have always liked about the Catholic Church is that every mass you go to they are all the same, they could be in a different language, but they are all the same. Sure all churches do some things different, but they are all the same. Well this church was the same dont get me wrong, but the music was really crazy. I mean it was like we were at the Phantom of the Opeara. But soon enough 2 1/2 hours later it was over and we were all just in shock. Haha I cant wait to tell Father Lappe about that one...daddy said he thought he would have just got up and left!

Wow what a good vacation...until next time ya'll

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Sun, 04 Apr 2004 18:49:38 GMT

Well I called Rach last night, but no one answered...I needed to talk to her, and then I called this morning and no one was home again. It is just really frustrating when you want to talk to someone and they arent home. But life goes on...anyways.

I got bitched at for something that I didnt even bring up. Nor did I want to bring it up or talk about it. I didnt even really know where I stood on the whole situtation. So be upset with me, you have every right to be...but I already know I wont be forgiven. But then again im not asking for that, im just simply stating where I stand.

Im really excited to go to Arizona. I havent started packing yet, but that will come to soon anyways. And I talked to ERN and she said that she may even be comming down on Monday to see me! YAY! It would be totally cool, I havent seen her since November. Aaron is gone for the day, most likely anyways, he stayed over at a friends house, so this morning it is just me and my mom. We have been arguing back and forth about cutting my hair all weekend, so we will see what comes of that. Wow what a borring weekend. But it was good I got alot of much needed sleep. I have been really irritable lately from lack of sleep. I saw Meg, yesterday, it was really good to see her. Made me feel good. Anyways well I think im gonna head out...so until next time my friends...

Ahh!

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 04:29:23 GMT

Being sick sucks. It all started, Thursday night, I could feel it. And everyday sense then it has progressed. So right now I dont even know if I have the energy to go down 2 flights of stairs to my room. Whatever Ill get over it, ill do it...in a minute :). Procrastinated on my homework all weekend, because I have been sick, and I did some stuff today, revised my research, and found some stuff for my poster. At this rate, there would be no point in trying to get it done by Wednesday, I will be really sick by then. I went shopping yesterday, I needed shorts for Arizona. It is extremly hard to find shorts that arent total ass shorts. It is sick. I dont want to look like a total freakin hoochie. Finally we found some. Which was nice, I was getting frustrated. I watched Dirty Dancing and Under the Tuscan Sun yesterday. Under the Tuscan Sun was a very interesting movie, but not a bad one. I probably wouldnt watch it a million times, but it wouldnt be all that bad maybe a couple times in my life time. Alright well im gonna head out, its like 8:30 and im beat. Untill next time my friends...that is if there is a next time, I may die from this lovely sickness I have...

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 02:56:18 GMT

Just some more...
I decided to complain to you on how un open minded people are. This week is “National Awareness” month or week or whatever. So I am sure you have noticed all of those posters all over our school. Well people in this school think it is funny to rip those posters down and to make a mess of them…write all over them, stomp on them, and tear them apart. All for the inner enjoyment of that particular moment. I think it is totally ignorant for those people. It took hard work to make those posters, and its not like they are promoting something un-useful to know. Everyone needs to know about the dangers of sex, and the diseases that go with it. Plus those kids, the ones tearing down those posters and making a mess of them are the ones that need to read them the most. By them vandalizing them it just shows to me how much those posters are reaching kids. They are constantly reminding those kids who choose to make certain decisions about their mistakes, and that they really do need to go and get tested for these problems. They are just afraid. Afraid to grow up, they don’t want to take responsibility for their actions. Because in having sex, aren’t they saying well…I want to be grown up, adult like. Well in making those decisions there are consequences that go along with them, and getting tested is being an adult about the situation. I guess sometimes I don’t understand society. Especially how girls can be so stupid as to thinking that its “love” during there high school years. Not to say that there aren’t those few cases were it really is love. But guys will always be guys, and not all of them, but most of them do only want that one thing. And girls are stupid enough to give it to them. I can’t believe they see themselves as objects rather then human beings. That is why we have so many problems in this society.
And I have been asked already what exactly I said about the whole Jason and Megan thing...so here yah go...
I have only met you once, and you seemed like a great guy. And you are apparently, you just got stupid and made some mistakes that you regret. And what makes me sick the most is knowing that you decided to do this while you were with Megan. She did nothing to you, and never would, she is one of the nicest people I know. Im not going to sit here and call you names, and tell you that you are bad because you made a mistake, and we all make mistakes, but some could be prevented, like this one for instance. Im just really sorry you put Megan though all those lies. There is no worse feeling then to know that you arent loved anymore, and that there is someone better then you, or at least more appealing at the time. But you will never know...atleast not at the current time...
Until next time...

Long time no see everyone!

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 02:24:16 GMT

well I just stated my opinion on the whole Megan and Jason situation. Now that is over, cant wait to see what he says. I just dont feel that he is a bad person. We all make mistakes, and sometimes I just feel that they can be prevented using common sense. But enough about that. Spring Vacation is just around the corner. I cant wait. Arizona will be fun for me, I have never been there and I am excited just to chill out. We are just going to be chilling around the pool the whole time, with some shopping and stuff, but a very laid back vacation. Just what I need. So im excited about that. Ahh lets see what has been happening in my life sense I did this last. Ahh dance class...hehe! Well I think my teacher is being really stupid. She is having teenage girls weigh themselves and measure themselves to see if in 3 weeks anything changes for the rest of the year. That is like shoving eating disorders down all of our throats. How stupid can she be really...I mean I personally didnt do any of this. Hell I dont want to know, because I know that is what will happen. I know that is unsafe for me. But other girls dont know that and it really makes me mad that she is doing this. There will be a problem with it sooner or later, and she is going to get in trouble for it. But whatever im keeping my mouth shut. Wow...alright well last weekend was really good. I was glad to get away and refocus. I needed that. Sometimes school is just way to overwhelming, and you forget what is important in your life. But for now atleast I am on the right track. I learned alot about myself, and Lorin brought up some interesting points for me to think about. I have alot more dificulties then I realized...Life sucks sometimes. But I also have a stalker. He remembered me from last summer. And I guess it just startled me. But he is a nice guy, much older, but totally hot...it was very flatering that he flirted with me, but also totally gross...whatever I will be really freaked out if he remembers me this summer. But we wont know until we get there now will we! Alright well, I missed the Switchfoot concert last night...bummed about that, but whatever I will get over it. Life goes on! Until next time my friends...

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 04:58:16 GMT

well today was just a normal day in the life of me. I stayed after school today, just like I always do because I WANT A STAR ON SENORITAS WALL! Ya'll dont even know! And besides that, I really really really need to talk to Scott really bad. I just gotta know. And tonight is a study night because there isnt anything on TV. So Rachel and I call it our...Study Night. Even though we never really study persay...but its all good. Today was Sarah's Birthday...shoutout to her...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH...you should feel special you are in my journal. :) Alright well im off to go and study for spanish but ya'll have a good night. Im out...until next time ya'll...

"s-k-livers"

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 05:44:39 GMT

La la la...okay today I was just sitting down on the couch and I realized something. I didnt watch the REAL WORLD last night. Its because my whole TV schedule is messed up. Mondays are 7th heaven and Everwood. But they are going to be reruns for a while, so I dont watch them and waste my time. Tuesday is One Tree Hill and THE REAL WORLD. One Tree Hill is reruns to...so therefor I forgot to watch THE REAL WORLD...piss me off! Anyways...I will just watch it later...but Newlyweds is on tonight..haha that show makes me laugh. But that is all the TV I watch. I dont watch other shows just those...ahh 5. Yes 5. LOL wow that is sad. Well I went to see Chucky today...hints that is how I got the name "Sassy". He was like, "it is soo good to see you Sassy. And look at my Scooby Snacks." amd he says "s-k-livers" instead of slivers...it is really cute. What a cute kid. Alright well its late start but I think im gonna head to bed anyways. Im spent. Maybe I will read...yah reaing sounds good...until next time my friends...

Life sucks sometimes...

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 05:27:06 GMT

I love it when my dad "reams me a new ass" as he calls it. Or as other people would call it, "you better get your ass in gear". Because it just makes you feel like shit. Hes always like " well when I was in college...and blab blah blah I worked all hours of the day...and never had any free time and you have it so easy. You just need to apply yourself. I guess for once maybe my best isnt good enough. It always used to be...but now all of a sudden its not. So my spanish grade still sucks...and so now I get to go in everyday after school, and basically hound Senorita until I completely comprehend what we are doing. Until I have a B...yay...I cant hardly wait...cant you tell. But its not like I dont deserve this...which is the sucky part. I totaly deserve all of this. It is just the reality of it all. And it sucks. I have to step it up, and I never have had to do that before, school has always come easy to me, and now its not as easy as it used to be. Its a real change...so I just have to learn how to deal with it. But I really need that B. My GPA was really low last semester because of Spanish. And of course that is the one subject that my parents cant help me out on...so im on my own. Its writting the vocab and the verbs 10x each in a row until I have them memorized, running though my flashcards, and memorizing notes. This is going to take up my whole life. But that is what its gonna take. Its alittle overwhelming...but it will be worth it to see that B on my report card. Im excited already...

Bling Bling thats how we roll...

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 19:43:10 GMT

La la la...wow yesterday was boring...but hey I lived. Im still here right! I went to bed really early...I was way tired. It felt good, and I slept in too. A nice change if I do say so myself. Today I dont know what im doing yet. All I know is that either today or tomorrow I am going shopping. Oh and I am going to the Varisity Soccer game today...it shall be a good time. But other then that, nada! Wow my life is so entertaining, all you people reading this are probably like "wow isnt this a cool journal...she never says anything productive..." yah thats right I dont...

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 01:10:37 GMT

Yay...its friday. Who could ask for more then a friday? Not me. Friday means I get to stay up late, and majorly sleep in. Today was good...I was happy my spanish test was fairly easy! Yay...maybe my grade will go up. Who knows. Im bummed, ERN just told me she wasnt going to be comming to see me next weekend. Dude that sucks. I was looking forward to that. Life goes on. I have been avoiding alot of things lately...I think its time for me to step up. Especially people I have been avoiding people alot. But that will happen soon. Alright well its on with my night...

Sunny outside!

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 23:14:59 GMT

Um...well today didnt totally suck. But I do have a spanish test tomorrow that would be nice if I could pass. But I dont know why spanish is so hard for me. I excel in english and grammer, you would think spanish would be along the same lines...guess not. I need a passing grade on my progress report...that would be nice. I dont know why but I am in an extremly good mood today. Its kinda cool. I so did not want to get out of bed this morning...it was really sad, I just laid there and then somemore...but I got ready in record time! :) Im thinking about cutting my hair back to how short it was when I first cut it all off, but I dont know. But I was thinking it might be nice to have alot of layers, and a cute style, because right now its just blah...maybe Ill dye it again...I dont know. Well I guess this is another sucessful journal entry in the life of me! Until next time...

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 01:30:08 GMT

Yay...another bad day. Whatever this drama will all be over soon. Tommorrow will be a better day...hopefully! I have alot of homework I had to write a paper for dance today, and I have an essay for science due on friday, and then I have a project due next week! Ahh! Not to mention math and spanish and all that good stuff. I feel all my friends are distant...and it makes me sad. I guess that is my fault. Right now the only thing I am looking forward to is summer. Nothing big is happening anytime soon. Im excited for all of the things I do in summer, and this sunshine is reminding me of that. I miss camp and certain people...and I want SUMMER!!To bad its like 3 months away...